How does it feel when you finally let yourself be free? I mean, really and truly free?
Free of judgement
Free of inhibition
Free of restraint
Free of hesitation
Free of any and everything that makes you “play it safe”
Just for one moment, one point in my life; I want to feel that freedom. The unapologetic freedom. The freedom that feels so good you laugh out loud; really laugh out loud. And cry tears of joy because the happiness is just too much to contain.
I want to walk around and let the pain just fall from my flesh. Let the chains of uncertainty, insecurity, doubt, worry, stress, anxiety; all of that just be ripped away and really walk around this earth with the aura that screams
“I’m that bitch; and I don’t give a damn what you think.”
I’ve always lived with such a humble spirit. I’ve always been a modest girl. I don’t live reckless, I do all the “right” things. But I wonder what will happen if I did the “wrong” things, just for a little while. And not blatantly wrong things; I mean the things that take me out of my comfort zone. The wrong things that don’t require an explanation and the things that make life worth living.
I want to truly live my best life, not just talk about it. I want to feel that unapologetic freedom.