Sometimes, I still cry. Sometimes I see something, read something; and it triggers a memory. Good memories piss me off; because they ended up never meaning anything in the first place. Bad memories piss me off because they were always bad. Sometimes I’d rather hate you then to see you happy; block your number, your…
Tag: #poetry
Dear 2020..
(A letter to the year that I thought would break me…) You were not what I expected. I realized that I didn’t want you. As the year progressed, you did not meet my expectations. You brought me pain. You brought heartache. You brought death. You brought tauma. You brought unspeakable disaster. You brought pandemic. You…
Breathing; For What it’s Worth.
Sometimes, even breathing is hard. The simple task of taking an inhale can be the toughest thing you think you can do. The world feels like it’s sitting on our chests these days; nothing may be going right. Everything feels hopeless. Nothing is going right and despite your best efforts to feel good, you just…
New Work Coming Soon
They say the best work comes from the most painful experiences… This year has brought forth emotions that I’ve never imagined. I’ve been compiling my words into notebooks and note apps on my phone. Waiting to put all the pieces together into one body of work to express the things I’ve been through this year;…
Joy
Sometimes I listen to this when I need to remind myself when joy is possible and will come when the dark clouds are done hovering. 🖤 https://youtu.be/h2tbsMEpgHA
Here.
Here. There. Everywhere. I am here. I am there. I am everywhere. But still; nowhere. There’s nothing to show for where I’ve been. I close my eyes and try to make sense of these feelings; but all it is, is feeling. Feeling that I’ve tried to find explanation for but come up empty. It suffocates…
…But Why NOT Me?
Don’t be alarmed, but writers are probably the most modest, and criticizing group of people I know. Even me, 4-time published author, will sit here and criticize myself like I am the same second grade poet that would write these random pieces that meant everything but would be self-conscious that someone hates it; and that…
New Reads for Fall!
As the fall season approaches, what better way to spend your down time then in front of a cozy fire reading one of these 4 awesome books, written by none other than….ME! Click each pic below to be linked to Amazon to purchase!!