Be the peace of her soul, Erase the pain of her scars, Pleasure her spirit And love will follow…
The Pain is Still There
Sometimes, I still cry. Sometimes I see something, read something; and it triggers a memory. Good memories piss me off; because they ended up never meaning anything in the first place. Bad memories piss me off because they were always bad. Sometimes I’d rather hate you then to see you happy; block your number, your…
(A letter to the year that I thought would break me…) You were not what I expected. I realized that I didn’t want you. As the year progressed, you did not meet my expectations. You brought me pain. You brought heartache. You brought death. You brought tauma. You brought unspeakable disaster. You brought pandemic. You…
Here. There. Everywhere. I am here. I am there. I am everywhere. But still; nowhere. There’s nothing to show for where I’ve been. I close my eyes and try to make sense of these feelings; but all it is, is feeling. Feeling that I’ve tried to find explanation for but come up empty. It suffocates…
Why do we continue to hurt those we love, when we’re aware of the pain we cause? Is it a sick and twisted emotional imbalance? Because who would intentionally want to inflict pain on a loved one in any form… Inspired by today’s Daily Post
What do you do when you have been genuinely hurt, and you don’t have any possible thing left to give anymore…?
3 Harsh Truths About Your Personal Growth That No One Tells You — amber-janae.com
There was a time in my life when pain was my natural state of being. Darkness was comfort. It actually felt completely normal for me to be unhappy or unsatisfied all of the time. I reveled in dysfunction by choosing to entertain inharmonious, unhealthy relationships. These were things that were comfortable for me. I […] via…
For a number of years I’ve written small dedications to you, in some form or another. Every year it seems that with a new accomplishment in my life, there’s a small sadness attached because you weren’t here to share in that joy. We are now in year 10, and my emotions still are all over…
You told me you would never make me cry, But I’m lying in bed with you, wiping away the tears from our last argument.
Just Saying ~ September 29th
Photo post by @PersiaKarema. Source: Just Saying ~ September 29th